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| Duh |
| 10.31.04 (5:29 am) [edit] |
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She said i annoyed her. She said that i was always around. I danced with her twice. When i went to go dance with her again she turned away. I said Fuck it and left. Duh.
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| Ugh |
| 10.30.04 (5:43 pm) [edit] |
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I dont know what im feeling, its sorta like a depressed, but an excited depressed, because i just drank 2 redbulls. I really want a girlfriend, badly. After dealing with what happened last night, im sick of girls ditching/using me. Ive never had a girlfriend. 1 almost but then i found out she was using me to get back at her old boyfriend (long story). Im sick of what always happens to me and girls, because its the same everytime. I know its highschool and highschool relationships arent supposed to last, but im sick of being ALONE. There, i said it. I'm going to quit being a pussy about talking to girls, and when i have the chance, im going to move on it, and quit putting it off. I'm going to go watch Re-Animator now. PEACE
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| I hate |
| 10.30.04 (7:52 am) [edit] |
Dances, school dances to be exact. I went to one last night with a date, and guess what, she ditched me. Happens all the time. I hate it.
I started my job tuesday, and thursday. Ive found out that the Ithaca store director is a hell of alot nicer and cooler than our store manager in cortland. Shes a bitch, and doesnt help at all. Its all good though. Im going to have a 100$ paycheck i think, but the cache is that i have to work tomorrow night, which is halloween. Oh well.
I went to the dance with a girl i thought i liked, no its not the one that was up the other day, this girl i went with is cool and all, but she ditched me for some stupid 9th graders that knew i was mad, and they knew i could of kicked there asses, but i dont want to get in trouble for hurting some stupid kids, and not graduating. Oh well. I thought i might have a chance with other girls other than the one from PA, but i guess not. I dont care, i really dont. I am so used to getting my heart broken it doesnt even stun me anymore. I guess the main thing that pissed me off last night was that i couldnt drive to the dance, i had to get a ride from my bro. My mom doesnt realize that she can trust me. But i guess she still thinks that im 10 years old. My dad was cool about it, and he was going to let me take the intrigue, but then he talked to my mom, and she made the decision. Thats parents for you. She was all worried that i was going to leave the dance and go to a party, (which i was not going to do) and go drink and get stoned. Like i could do that, our SRO (school resource officer) was hounding everyone for drugs and booze. I hate cops. I hate authority. Troopers and state pigs always stare at me when I'm driving, and they always get right up on my tail. I dont know why, but i think they want to scare me. Rage against the Machine said it best when they made a song called, "Fuck the police"
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| New Lyric |
| 10.23.04 (9:51 pm) [edit] |
Alright, heres a new lyric for one of you to guess.
"My words but a whisper - your deafness a SHOUT.
I may make you feel but I can't make you think. "
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| Tee hee |
| 10.23.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
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Sorry, got it to work. Firefox didnt work very well, so i had to go to IE.
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| Too damn Sheltered.. |
| 10.23.04 (7:16 pm) [edit] |
Im sitting here right now, all by myself, because my parents wouldnt let me take the car to go see her, I miss her so much, and all i wanted to do this weekend is to see her, but i didn't.
It pisses me off that all my parents do is shelter me. I cant do anything with my friends unless its during the day, but even then i only am allowed to stay out for a few hours. It is so gay, and i didnt get to see her, THATS ALL I WANTED TO DO!!! Oh well, at least she will be moving up the 6th, which is awesome, because i will be able to see her after months and months.
On a totally different note, my dad is trading in his car, The Intrigue. Even though its an oldsmobile, and oldsmobiles are old man cars, i love that car. I love it because i learned to drive on that car, and i became attached to it. My brothers are drooling over the new car because its pretty. I hate it. I would rather drive the intrigue, than the impala. It makes me sad, but now he has to drive to syracuse every day during the night, and since winter is coming, the intrigue is unsafe for that kind of driving. If and when he trades it, hes going to get something with all wheel drive (to make up for what my mom didnt get). I would rather have him get a subaru forrester, than a trailblazer. Forresters get better gas mileage, and foreign cars are a hell of alot better than Domestics. He will end up getting a domestic, i know him, he wont listen to me. But who cares, i would drive either one on those days where no car can drive on the road during the winter. I'd be the kind of person who would be the only one at greek peak in a horrible snow storm. I'd probably die too. Im out, gonna go play with my hamster. Hes a little fur ball who likes to eat his food. PEACE
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| Gecko |
| 10.22.04 (6:33 pm) [edit] |
Last night, a few hours after i fed my gecko, i went into my room to check on him. After looking at him for a few minutes, i noticed he wasnt going anything. I looked at him closer and he had alot of the bedding in his mouth. Then i saw he wasnt breathing. I think he went for a cricket, and with the cricket he scooped up a mouthful of the bedding, which caused him to suficate. Even though he was sorta mean to me, and he bit me alot, i still liked him. Oh well. This sorta thing happens alot. So today i went to the pet store looking for a kind of gecko breed which is the leopard gecko, but they didnt have any. After looking at the hamsters, I ended up getting a cage, hamster, bedding and food for 30$. That would of been the price for one leopard gecko. This hampster is really cute, and he looks like lemmiwinks. Tee hee. But yeah, he is fun to hold and hasnt bit me yet, which is good. On another note, tomorrow is the day of my training for hollywood video, and after that i hang out with her :-D I cant wait. I think im going to go play with lemmiwinks for a while, and he isnt going near anyones butts hehe, just kiddin. PEACE
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| Tomorrow |
| 10.21.04 (8:17 pm) [edit] |
Tomorrow is going to be great. This girl i know who's name will be confidential, is coming up from Pensylvannia. I met this girl last year in school, and we have had some great times together, and some bad times. I would think the best time we have had together was our A&W and mini golf adventure. It was the funniest time, she kept hitting balls into the parking lot, and against cars and stuff. I think we are hanging out saturday too. Anywho, i got my work schedule for hollywood video, and i work tuesday and thursday, for a whopping, all together 12 hours. Hmmm, 12 x 5.25 is around 60 bucks. Oh well, thats 60$ i dont have.
On another subject, i hate school even more. I thought the whole bullying scene was done for me, but of course, it isnt. This one kid in general will not leave me alone. And of course the only class i have with him is in my shady english class with the stupid bitch teacher, and she will not do anything about it. The kid calls me gay, counterdicts everything i say, and she will not do anything. I dont know what to do about him either. I hate to be a pussy and go to the principles and talk to him, and thats what eventually i will have to do.
By the way, im sick of fake people. BE YOURSELF AND DONT FOLLOW THE IN CROUD. Oh, and if you dont like who i am, FUCK YOU.. Sorry was reading some peoples profiles and i am sick of them. PEACE
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| New Car |
| 10.19.04 (7:07 pm) [edit] |
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Its been a while since ive blogged, mainly due to school work and crap, so i figured i might as well write a new one. My mom had been wanting to get rid of her car the impala for a while now and get a car with all wheel drive. She had her heart set on one of those new equinox's which is a really nice car. So last weekend we went to the local car dealership, and took out one to drive. I thought it was the nicest riding car ive ever been in, but my dads heart wasnt set on it. When we got back, we looked around at the cars, and my dad pointed out a fully loaded, 2005 black Impala with leather seats and the high end 3800 series V6. We took it out, and 4 hours later, the car was ours. Yesterday we picked it up, and i got to take it out and give it my 5 point inspection, which was basically seeing how fast i could get it through turns without screeching the tires. Tee hee. The car has good pickup, but not as well as our intrigue, that has the dual overhead cam 3.5 liter V6 with a claimed 215 horses. But this impala is probably the nicest car we have ever owned. My parents have always gotten the low end almost stock cars. My mom would get a new car, and my dad would get factory buy-backs. The only thing this impala doesnt have on it is a sunroof. Oh well. But anyways, I'm off either to play the new release of Counter-Strike:Source, which is off of the new Half-Life2 engine. You know what the funny thing is about it, i didnt have to pay a penny for it. :-D PEACE
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| Horray |
| 10.06.04 (10:26 pm) [edit] |
Today was awesome. Right when i applied to the grociery store, clarks which is in Dryden, i turned in an application to Hollywood video because they were hiring. Now i have never gotten a call back EVER except from Greek Peak. Monday night i came home from editing and finishing a movie with my friend, that is about him doing donuts and stuff that i taped, and it has funny parts in it too. But anyways, i come home, 10 minutes later, Hollywood video calls, the lady read my application, and i got a freaking INTERVIEW. So yesterday i go into Hollywood, talk to the lady who is hiring people, and she tells me to come back tomorrow which is today, to talk to the district manager, so i must of done something right to get that far. So today i go in, talk to the district manager, and he says, "Congratulations, im offering you a job."
I landed myself a job at Hollywood! The next step is begging for a car... wish me luck.. PEACE
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